The Precious Journey

To My Friend Who Are...

2012-02-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

To My Friends Who Are…MARRIED

Love is not about “it’s your fault”,

but “I’m sorry”, not “where are you’

but “I’m right here”, not “how could

you” but “I understand”, not “I wish

you were”, but “I’m thankful you are.”

To My Friends Who Are…ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is

not the years spent together but how

good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are…NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn’t about becoming somebody

else’s “perfect person.” It’s about

finding someone who helps you become

the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are…HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want

and cut deep as you allow them to go.

The challenge is not how to survive

heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are…NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don’t

stumble, be consistent but not too

persistent, share and never be unfair,

understand and try not to demand, and

get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are…SEARCHING

True love cannot be found where it

does not truly exist, nor can it be

hidden where it truly does. Love is

magic. The more we hide it, the more

it shows; the more you suppress it,

the more it grows.

To My Friends Who Are…PLAYBOY /GIRL TYPE

Never say I love if you don’t care.

Never talk about feelings if they

aren’t there. Never touch a life if

you mean to break a heart. Never look

in the eye when what you do is lie.

The cruelest thing a guy can do to a

girl is to let her fall in love when

he doesn’t intend to catch her fall.

To My Friends Who Are…POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one

you love happy with someone else but

it’s more painful to know that the one

you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are…AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with

someone. It hurts even more when

someone breaks up with you. But love

hurts the most when the person you

love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are…STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is that when

you meet someone who means a lot to

you, only to find out in the end that

it was never bound to be and we just

have to let go.

To My Friends Who Are…SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you

chase it, the more it eludes you. But

if you just let it fly, it would come

to you when you least expect it. Love

can make you happy but often times it

hurts, but love’s only special when

you give it to someone who is worth

it. So take your time and choose the

best!

Three things never return:

THE PAST, THE NEGLECTED OPPORTUNITY,
and

THE WORD SPOKEN

Beza Antara Jatuh Cinta dan Menbina Cinta

2012-02-17T15:35:00.000+08:00

Mengapa orang berkahwin ? Kerana mereka jatuh cinta.

Mengapa rumah tangganya kemudian bahagia?

Adakah kerana mereka masih jatuh cinta? Tidak.Tetapi kerana mereka terus membina cinta.

Jatuh cinta itu mudah, dalam masa 10 minit juga boleh. Tetapi membina cinta itu sangat susah, perlukan waktu seumur hidup.

Mengapa jatuh cinta mudah ? Kerana saat itu kita buta, bisu dan tuli terhadap keburukan pasangan kita.

Tetapi sewaktu memasuki alam perkahwinan, tiiada yang dapat ditutupi lagi. Tinggal bersama 24 jam sehari 7 hari dalam seminggu, semua belang tersingkap..

Disinilah terletaknya perbezaan jatuh cinta dan membina cinta. Jatuh cinta dalam keadaan menyukai. Namun membina cinta diperlukan dalam keadaan jengkel. Dalam keadaan yang jengkel, cinta bukan lagi wujud dalam bentuk pelukan, melainkan berbentuk iktikad baik memahami konflik dan bersama-sama mencari penyelesaian yang dapat diterima semua pihak.

Cinta yang dewasa tak menyimpan rahsia, walaupun mengenai hal sensitif untuk diungkapkan. Namun sepeka apapun masalah itu perlu dibicarakan agar kejengkelan tak berlarutan.

Syarat untuk berjaya dalam pembicaraan adalah kita dapat saling memahami perasaan. Jika suami isteri saling mementingkan perasaan sendiri, mereka akan saling melukai. Jika dibiarkan berlarutan, mereka akan saling memusuhi dan rumah tangga sudah berubah bukan lagi sebagai syurga tetapi neraka.

Apakah keadaan ini masih boleh diperbaiki?

Tentu saja boleh, jika masing-masing mengingati kembali komitmen awal kita dulu, apakah masa dulu kita ingin mencari teman hidup atau musuh hidup. Kalau memang mencari teman hidup kenapa sekarang malah bermusuhan?

Mencari teman hidup memang dimulai dengan jatuh cinta. Tetapi sesudah itu, cabaran terbesar adalah membangun cinta. Bererti mendewasakan cinta sehingga kedua pihak dapat saling bermuhasabah, berunding, menghargai, berkongsi rasa, menopang, setia, mendengarkan, memahami, mengalah dan bertanggung jawab.

Jatuh cinta? Tidak salah. Tetapi cinta lepas kahwin itu lebih baik dan indah kerana kita terus dapat membangunkan cinta..

Sejarah Sambutan Valentine

2012-02-13T20:09:00.001+08:00

Saya rasa semua orang dah tahu bahawa menyambut Valentine itu haram. Jadi entri kali ni mengisahkan sejarah asal usul sambutan valentine kerana masih ramai yang tak tahu mengenainya.

Sejarah Valentine :

1. Versi pertama adalah kisah Pendeta St.Valentine yang hidup di akhir abad ke 3 M di zaman Raja Romawi Claudius II. Pada tanggal 14 Februari 270 M Claudius II menghukum mati St.Valentine yang telah menentang beberapa perintahnya. Claudius II melihat St.Valentine mengajak manusia kepada agama nashrani lalu dia memerintahkan untuk menangkapnya.

2. Versi Kedua menceritakan bahawa Claudius II memandang para bujangan lebih tabah dalam berperang daripada mereka yang telah menikah yang sejak semula menolak untuk pergi berperang. Maka dia mengeluarkan perintah yang melarang pernikahan. Tetapi St.Valentine menentang perintah ini dan terus mengadakan pernikahan di gereja dengan sembunyi-sembunyi sampai akhirnya diketahui lalu dipenjarakan. Dalam penjara dia berkenalan dengan puteri seorang penjaga penjara yang terserang penyakit. Ia mengobatinya hingga sembuh dan jatuh cinta kepadanya. Sebelum dihukum mati, dia mengirim sebuah surat yang bertuliskan “Dari yang tulus cintanya, Valentine.”

3. Versi ketiga menyebutkan ketika agama nashrani tersebar di Eropa, di salah satu desa terdapat sebuah tradisi Romawi yang menarik perhatian para pendeta. Dalam tradisi itu para pemuda desa selalu berkumpul setiap pertengahan bulan Februari. Mereka menulis nama-nama gadis desa dan meletakkannya di dalam sebuah kotak, lalu setiap pemuda mengambil salah satu nama dari kotak tersebut, dan gadis yang namanya keluar akan menjadi kekasihnya sepanjang tahun. Ia juga mengirimkan sebuah kartu yang bertuliskan: “Dengan nama tuhan Ibu, saya kirimkan kepadamu surat ini.” Akibat sulitnya menghilangkan tradisi Romawi ini, para pendeta memutuskan mengganti kalimat “dengan nama tuhan Ibu” dengan kalimat “dengan nama Pendeta Valentine” sehingga dapat mengikat para pemuda tersebut dengan agama Nashrani.”

Pokoknya, usul penyambutan Valentine adalah terang-terangan haram. Sebagaimana haramnya menyambut tahun baru, christmas, deepavali dan apa juga perayaan yang lain.

Kita orang Islam tidak sesekali menyambutnya. Cuma kita hanya menghormati sesiapa yang menyambutnya dengan penghormatan sebagai manusia dengan manusia. Tetapi menyambutnya? Kita tidak sesekali menyambutnya.

Rasulullah SAW bersabda: “Sesiapa yang meniru sesuatu kaum, maka dia adalah dari kaum tersebut” Hadith riwayat Tarmidzi.

lagi perayaan ini membuka pintu kepada maksiat seperti ikhtilat dan zina, maka sesungguhnya perayaan ini menjadi satu perayaan yang terkeluar dari sambutan orang Islam.

Allah SWT berfirman: “Dan janganlah kamu menghampiri zina, sesungguhnya zina itu adalah satu perbuatan yang keji dan satu jalan yang jahat (yang membawa kerosakan).” Surah Al-Israa’ ayat 32.

Be positive, Husnuzhon, and we will be shown

2012-02-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِاارَّحِيم

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

I want to share a story about one of my friend, she's been practicing Law Of Attraction for almost two month before this scenario took place. Recently, she had to fly to oversea for a few days for some reason. Her flight will be departure most probably at 8.00 pm and she have to be there at least one hour before departure. She have already make a preparation a day before, packing up everything, and on that day, her relative sent her to airport in the afternoon. I received her call when she was on her way to the airport.

My Friend : Everything turn upside down! Why this thing happen? even i have focus and give commitment to make everything smooth! What's wrong with my focus? Did i make something wrong?

Me: Why? What happen, be cool..

My friend : Firstly, Only after we past the toll, i realize that i am wearing my old garbage shoes! I have bought a new shoes for this event, but i forgot that I have left it home! I got into the car without changing my shoes!

Me: what? Hahaha...

My friend : Secondly, its my bag! i can't pull the zip! I got a lot of stuff to bring! and i don't wanna leave any single of it...i think now its more than my weight excess limit..may be i have to pay extra for the excess...

Me: (speechless).. Control your emotion..

My Friend : And for my bonus, why must this thing came to me at this moment? Its not the time yet, It should be another week! Do you understand what i mean?

Me: No..I don't

My Friend : I mean menstrual period lol!..its not the time yet!..

Me : owh..sorry...Ok..Ok..can you please calm down? and take a deep breath? And pray to Allah

My Friend : I'm trying..but I'm really frust..anyway thanks for your advice..the phone line is not so good, your voice is breaking up...

and the line cut....and what I can do is to pray for her, may Allah ease her on every situation.

And that night, just a few minute before her flight departure, I got a text message from her..

Hi there, everything is just fine...

1. About my shoes, my dad just bought for me an expensive branded shoes at the airport and Its one of my dream shoes.

2. He also bought me a bigger baggage, only after that we realize that my small bag is only for 3kg. So, after changing the baggage, all my stuff is still below the excess limit.

3. Because of the menstrual period, I don't have to worried about my solat, either to jama' or qasar, God ease me and helped me a lot! Syukur Alhamdulillah. Ok, see you then, and thanks.

So, there is always a good reason and explanation beyond everything that we assume as a bad luck. Be positive, Husnuzhon, and we will be shown..

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

65:2 With that is admonished he who believes in Allah and the Latter Day. And whoever keeps his duty to Allah, He ordains a way out for him,

65:3 And gives him sustenance from whence he imagines not. And whoever trusts in Allah, He is sufficient for him. Surely Allah attains His purpose. Allah indeed has appointed a measure for everything.

(At-Talaq : 2,3)

~[Gheebah : Backbiting : Tikam Belakang]~

2012-01-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِاارَّحِيم

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

السلام عليكم

Truthfully, I’m lost at words before. I was thinking hard on how to start the entry. I typed something then I deleted it, just because it sounds not that perfect. So here I am, lying on my bed with the fan on, writing the entry in my journal.

So, the topic for today is backbiting, or also known as gheebah. In Malay, it is simply called as ‘tikam belakang’.

I bet, when a person mention backbiting, most of us of course understand the concept of that word well. Sure what comes in mind is, a person who we trust so much somehow seems to betray us. The form of betrayal? It depends on how you perceive it.

However, in Islam, the meaning of gheebah (backbiting) is simply defined in a hadith which saying;

Prophet Muhammad once asked:

"Do you know what backbiting is?" His companions replied: "Allah and His Messenger know best." He then said: "It is to say something about your brother that he would dislike." Someone asked: "But what if what is said is true?" The Messenger of Allah replied: "If what you say about him is true, then you have backbitten him, but if it is not true then you have slandered him."

[Muslim]

Hence, any form of action that is similar to what have been stated above is known as backbiting. However there are some exceptions, which are;

1. To protect Muslims from the evil of another person
2. When the person being talked about does not conceal his violations of Divine command
3. To describe any fault of a patient before a physician for purposes of treatment
4. Criticism about a narrator of traditions (hadith)

And yes, when we talk about backbiting, most of us prone to emphasize on how hurtful it is when others doing it to us.

But the ultimate question is, have we ever ponder, how many times have we backbite others? Perhaps thousands. Or worse, millions.

Reflect, reflect and reflect yourself all over again!

Avoid backbiting. Or better, just stop doing it.

If you ever feel the urge to do it, remember, there is a verse in Al Quran that says;

O you who have believed, avoid much [negative] assumption. Indeed, some assumption is sin. And do not spy or backbite each other. Would one of you like to eat the flesh of his brother when dead? You would detest it. And fear Allah ; indeed, Allah is Accepting of repentance and Merciful (Al Hujurat: 12)

Think about it. Do you really want to eat the flesh of your own dead sister/brother? I bet no, right?

If that still doesn’t work for you, then just simply remember death. And the Day of Judgement.

Death sure will happen. And the Day of Judgement for sure will come. Are you ready for it? And are you willing to face all the consequences later?

A call upon myself too. May Allah forgive our sins, Ameen.

May it goes well, inshaAllah.

Salam Sayang dan Salam Kejayaan,

Why We Love?

2012-01-08T02:52:00.000+08:00

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

I struggle hard to forget the thing that had been bothering me all this time, the yearning for something that would never be achieved in the short term.

Along the process, I found myself pushing a heavy boulder uphill. It was difficult to let go of something when your heart doesn’t really want to. Just like you want to erase a carving on a solid rock. It’s possible as time goes by, but it’s detrimental to the rock itself. Or you want to remove a nail buried deep in a plank, at the end of the day you succeed to, but what you will have in your hand is a chunk of wood full of holes and rough surfaces here and there. That is why; you really need to think a lot first before carving something on the rock or hitting the nail into the wood because the repercussions is huge and will affect you for the rest of your life.

During this period, I receive my revelations. I started to see the reason why the feelings keep on attached to me. Being a Muslimah or to be more precise, a mother in today’s world is not a path full of roses and fragrance. Every day in our life, we are exposed to the lifestyles and things that are not ours in the first place. Yet, we are told that it is BAD and we are NOT to follow it.

We put a plate filled with grilled fishes in front of a stray cat sitting on the floor. When it tries to reach it, we beat and kick it. Ironic.

People fell in love. In the first year or several month , it was beautiful. The feeling was unexplainable, it was like high on drugs. Second year, it transformed into feeling of attachment. The passion that was felt before lessen. It turns into something more to responsibility. Responsibility to finish what had been started. And during this phase, some relationships broke.

“Love begins with a smile, grows with an embrace, ends with a teardrop, if it's not for the sake of Allah”

That left me asking again , why do we need to have this desire?

Why we want to love and be loved?
Why we are sad when someone important in our live leave us alone when we needed them the most?
Why do we cry when someone which meant so much to us left us or die?
Why do people kept buying cosmetics products and spent thousands of dollars to look beautiful and young?
Why do we want the feeling that we felt , the people around us,and the life that we had to last forever?

Because WE ARE NOT CREATED to live in this world.
Our nature does not allow us to live in tranquility in this world.
We are created to long for something eternal. Something that will last forever. And we cannot find it here. This temporary world is not our true home, not the place where our nature will be satisfied.The only place that we will finally feel content is there. There’s no use of searching it here.
Don’t blame them for leaving you. Don’t blame them for not caring for you anymore. Don’t blame the products that you use or the workout that you do. But blame yourself.

If you lean against a branch and it broke and you fell , can you blame the tree?

If you put a vase at the corner of a table , it fell and shatters into pieces, can you blame the gravity?

No. Because it’s your fault. Your fault that you are depending upon something which is temporary. You put your dependence on people, you let people define how you feel and how you act . And that’s why you bear the consequences.

Depend on the One. The Eternal One. The All-Knowing One. The One that can do anything that He wants.

If you have friends, don’t expect them to fill your emptiness.

If you get married, don’t hope your spouse will fulfill all your needs.

If you ever fell in love, don’t act beyond His limits, because you know that He is the one who bestows the feeling and He can take it anytime.

If you think that you have a nice look and a pretty face, know that it came from Him.

If you are sad because someone left you, know that He sends peole in your life to hurt you so that you will grow, to teach you that you may know or to spend time with you for the rest of your life.

He is the Hills, and He is the Sea.

Everything flows from Him and goes back to Him.

2012-01-04T01:40:00.002+08:00

❖ Cintailah Allah kerana Allah tidak pernah akan meninggalkanmu ❖

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

"This is not so you," tegur Nurul sambil melemparkan senyuman sinis pada Fatin.

Fatin yang mendengarnya, hanyalah menguntum sebuah senyuman. Namun, jauh di sudut hatinya, dia agak terluka dgn bicara dan senyuman sinis Nurul.

"What do you mean, not so me?," soalnya inginkan kepastian.

"I just don't know how to describe it. The way you talk to people. Just look at the way you talked with that auntie before, you seemed to be polite and very graceful. Siapa yang tak terpikat?," soal Nurul, masih lagi dengan senyuman sinisnya.

Berkerut dahi Fatin mendengarnya. "I think that is just me. That's they way how I talk to people. To friends, to strangers. Sama je semuanya,"

"Tapi tu bukan awak yang saya kenal sebelum ni. I know you," pertahan Nurul.

"I think that is just so me. Probably I've grown up through all these recent years. Lagipun saya dah lama tak jumpa awak kan," jawab Fatin sambil tergelak kecil.

"Takkanla kot. Saya kenal awak dari kecil lagi kan. Awak bukan macam tu. I just know you. Jadilah diri sendiri. Jadi diri awak yg sebenarnya," jawab Nurul, tetap ingin mempertahankan pendapatnya.

"I don't know. Probably because I read lots of books regarding social and communication skills. Probably," jawab Fatin akhirnya.

Kemudiannya dia menyambung sambil tersenyum "People can change and people change,"

Nurul hanyalah terdiam walaupun masih lagi kurang yakin dengan apa yang diberitahu Fatin. Kemudiannya, barulah dia mula menyedari akan perubahan lain-lain pada diri Fatin.

Pada awalnya, amatlah sukar untuk dia menerima perubahan Fatin. Mana mungkin, seorang gadis yang dikenalinya dulu adalah seorang yang banyak bercakap dari pagi hingga petang tanpa henti, kini kurang percakapannya.

Gadis yang dahulunya bila bercakap tak bertapis dan kasar ayatnya tetapi kini perkataannya dipilih-pilih.

Gadis yang dahulunya perwatakan sangatlah kasar tetapi kini lemah lembut sehingga boleh mencairkan hati.

Gadis yang dahulunya terkenal dgn panas baran dan mudah berang namun kini hanya menarik nafas menahan marahnya apabila ada perkara yang membangkitkan nafsu amarahnya.

Gadis yang dahulunya memakai baju ketat dan terdedah aurat lebih teruk darinya namun kini berlitup rapi berjubah hitam lebih baik darinya.

Gadis yang dahulunya sangatlah suka bersosial lupa akan akhirat tetapi kini aktiviti hariannya penuh dgn aktiviti bermanfaat dan falsafah berhikmah.

Pada awalnya dia menyangka gadis itu menjadi seorang yang hipokrit dan tidak menjadi dirinya. Mana mungkin berlaku perubahan itu semua. Apatah lagi dgn hanya sekelip mata.

Walaupun pada awalnya amat sukar untuk akalnya menerima itu semua namun akhirnya dia tidak dapat lagi menyangkal perubahan itu. Akhirnya dia bersetuju bahawa "People can change and people change,"

Rata-rata manusia sukar untuk menerima perubahan. Mudah sahaja melempar tanggapan yang buruk-buruk apabila melihat satu perubahan walaupun perubahan itu merupakan perubahan yang baik.

Apabila melihat berlaku perubahan baik dalam diri seseorang, mulalah bertanya "Hipokrit kot dia ni, nak tunjuk baik pada dunia,"

Takpun ada yang berfikiran sebegini "Tak jadi diri sendiri ni. Nak tunjuk baik kat orang je tu,"

Pelik-pelik tanggapan yang dibuat. Sukar benar untuk dia menerima perubahan yang baik pada orang lain. Sangkaan buruk lebih dahulu diutamakan daripada sangkaan yang baik.

Firman Allah SWT:

يَٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُوا۟ ٱجْتَنِبُوا۟ كَثِيرًۭا مِّنَ ٱلظَّنِّ إِنَّ بَعْضَ ٱلظَّنِّ إِثْمٌۭ ۖ وَلَا تَجَسَّسُوا۟ وَلَا يَغْتَب بَّعْضُكُم بَعْضًا ۚ أَيُحِبُّ أَحَدُكُمْ أَن يَأْكُلَ لَحْمَ أَخِيهِ مَيْتًۭا فَكَرِهْتُمُوهُ ۚ وَٱتَّقُوا۟ ٱللَّهَ ۚ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ تَوَّابٌۭ رَّحِيمٌۭ

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jauhilah kebanyakan dari sangkaan (supaya kamu tidak menyangka sangkaan yang dilarang) kerana sesungguhnya sebahagian dari sangkaan itu adalah dosa; dan janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang; dan janganlah setengah kamu mengumpat setengahnya yang lain. Adakah seseorang dari kamu suka memakan daging saudaranya yang telah mati? (Jika demikian keadaan mengumpat) maka sudah tentu kamu jijik kepadanya. (Oleh itu, patuhilah larangan-larangan yang tersebut) dan bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah; sesungguhnya Allah Penerima taubat, lagi Maha Mengasihani.” Al-Hujuraat Ayat 12

Jelas sekali bahawa bersangka-sangka buruk itu sangatlah dilarang. Apatah lagi jika ingin bersangka terhadap orang yang berubah menjadi lebih baik.

Tetapi, apakah benar seseorang itu merupakan seorang yg hipokrit dan berlagak baik apabila dia bertukar menjadi lebih baik?

Kita melihat seorang muslimah. Dahulunya dia sekadar memakai tudung ala kadar (cukup syarat katanya) tetapi hari ini dia bertudung labuh malah berpurdah.

Tetapi dia tetap menjadi orang yang sama yang pernah kita kenal 5 tahun lepas. Wajahnya tetap sama. Jiwanya tetap sama. Ketawanya tetap sama.

Jadi apakah pakaian yg dipakainya itu sebenarnya bertujuan untuk menunjuk-nunjuk pada dunia? Apakah dia telah menjadi sebahagian dari golongan manusia yg hipokrit?

Pernah juga terdengar seseorang memberitahu “Ramai yang mula bertudung labuh itu sebenarnya bukan benar-benar ingin bertudung labuh, tetapi kerana ingin menutup perut yg berisi (anak luar nikah) agar tidak diketahui orang ramai,”

Allahurabbi. Sejauh itu tanggapan buruk yang diberi. Benci benarkah pada perubahan yg baik sehingga meletakkan tanggapan sedemikian rupa?

Hakikatnya, manusia bisa sahaja berubah. Ada yang berubah menjadi lebih teruk. Ada saja yang bisa berubah menjadi lebih baik.

Ramai yang dahulunya memiliki kehidupan yang tidak berpandukan ajaran Islam. Nikmat dunia yang dikejar manakala akhirat entah ke mana. Tetapi hari ini, nikmat dunia ditinggalkan demi mengejar akhirat yang abadi.

Percayalah, apabila seseorang itu mula menemui agama yg benar yakni Islam, keseluruhan pada dirinya bisa sahaja berubah. Itulah nikmat hidayah yg diberikan oleh Allah pada insan yang dipilihNya.

Islam itu sendiri merupakan nasihat buat manusia. Maka dengan Islam, manusia boleh berubah 360 darjah. Sungguh tidak pelik untuk perkara sedemikian berlaku.

Sebuah kisah yg diceritakan oleh Dr Maza mengenai kisah orang yang mendapat ketenangan.

Seorang lelaki yang dahulunya merupakan peminum arak dan juga mengedar dadah namun dia kemudiannya berubah dan meninggalkan pekerjaan yg lama dan mula menetap di Masjidil Haram dgn hanya bekerja sebagai tukang cuci.

Kehidupan lamanya ditinggalkan walaupun kaya dgn harta. Pekerjaannya kini sangatlah berbeza hasilnya jika dibandingkan dengan kehidupannya yang lama namun oleh kerana nikmat ketenangan yg dikecapi, maka dia melakukan perubahan pada diri.

Manusia sememangnya boleh sahaja berubah. Masing-masing mempunyai cerita sendiri akan bagaimana bermulanya sebuah perubahan dan ia adalah sama sekali tidak mustahil untuk berlaku.

Ada yang bermula dari luaran barulah kemudiannya berubah di hati dan jiwanya. Ada pula yang terus berubah jiwa dan kemudiannya barulah mengekspresikan perubahannya di luaran.

Jadi mengapa pula kita ingin berfikir yg dia hipokrit dan segala apa yg dibuat itu untuk tujuan menunjuk semata-mata?

Mengapa ingin kita menolak perubahan baik yg berlaku pada seseorang insan dgn mengatakan itu bukan dirinya?

Andai dirinya hari ini jauh lebih baik dari dirinya pada 5 tahun lepas, mengapa masih mahu dirinya yang kurang baik itu?

Tidak dinafikan bahawa manusia bersifat hipokrit itu ada, tetapi payah benarkah bagi kita untuk mendahulukan sangkaan baik pada dirinya?

Ataupun kita sendiri sebenarnya mempunyai masalah hati? Tidak gemar melihat kebaikan pada diri orang lain ataupun tidak menyukai apa yang diajar Islam itu sendiri? (Nauzubillah)

Adalah jauh lebih baik untuk mendoakan perubahan yg baik itu kekal dan menjadi lebih baik daripada berfikir yang bukan-bukan mengenai dirinya.

Jangan hanya kerana kita sukar menerima perubahan, lantas kita memperendah-rendahkan kebaikan yg dibuat oleh orang lain.

Terimalah bahawa hidayah itu milikNya. Dia berhak memberi hidayah kepada sesiapa yang dikehendakiNya. Dan apabila seseorang itu disentuh hidayah, maka akan berubahlah kehidupannya menjadi jauh lebih baik.

Akhir kalam, tanya pada diri sendiri. Bagaimana pula dengan diri kita? Jika dibandingkan diri kita hari ini dengan 5 tahun lepas, adakah semakin baik atau sebaliknya?

Takutlah akan perubahan yang membuatkan kita semakin menjauh dari Ilahi dan bergembiralah akan perubahan yang membawa kita lebih dekat dgn syurga yg hakiki.

Jangan dilihat perubahan itu sekadar perubahan baik pada aras duniawi, namun lihatlah perubahan itu pada aras akhirat kerana akhirat itulah yg akan kekal abadi.

❖ Notes To Myself ❖

1. Perubahan yang baik itu adakalanya perlu dipaksa. Apabila sudah biasa, barulah akan menjadi tabiat (habit) kita.

2. Amal kita, tidaklah perlu ditunjuk-tunjuk pada dunia. Biarlah menjadi rahsia istimewa antara kita dan Allah.

3. We don’t really know our limits. So just work hard for it!

4. There are things that at first we thought we cannot do it. But then later we found out that when we push ourselves to do it, we actually can.

Senantiasalah melakukan perubahan diri ke arah kebaikan. Semoga diampuni Allah dan mendapat redhaNya ^___^

Its Indeed A Journey : Welcome 2012

2011-12-29T03:34:00.000+08:00

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِاارَّحِيم

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

I do have one simple perspective upon life in short; it's a destined journey, whereby everything is written by God the Almighty. This written route ends when we die and continues in hereafter. The purpose to live is only being the slave of Him; to perform obligation towards Him and not to commit sins as this world is made as the field to plant the seeds, and we all would harvest the result later in hereafter.

In going through life as a whole, we would found variety of obstacles and they may appear simply in the form of positive and negative, in other words, the ups and downs. I define them as the tests from Him just to examine how deep our faith towards Him, how grateful we are, how much we would devote ourselves to Him and to know Him better.

Praised be to Allah who has given us life, showers us with love, filling our life with everything that we never ask for. He made us so perfectly. Despite, as a human being, sometimes, I admit that there are tests that I couldn't really handle, but I do believe that I still have tomorrow, better days and years to come. Allah is always good. All in all, gain as many as possible the blessings from Him. The time is running out for everyone,and no one knows when the journey ends

ONE STORY : THOUSANDS OF LESSONS

2011-12-26T02:10:00.000+08:00

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِاارَّحِيم

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.

السلام عليكم

Every single thing happens for a reason.

We may face any sort of circumstances that we don't ask for it, and it's unavoidable sometimes.

And when it ends, it leaves you with thousands of lessons to be taken.

So that it won't happen for twice.

And just a gentle reminder, in case you forget.

My story.

It's a one long story.

And it brings thousands of lessons.

So, let us summarize, shall we?

Lessons To Learn:

1. There are limits when it comes to trust.

2. Friendship doesn't come with a price tag, it just needs sincerity.

3. Be yourself in and out, and please do not try to become someone else.

4. Do not compare your loved ones with someone. Improvement is good, but do not push him/her to not be himself /herself just to look awesome. Love him/her the way he/she is.

5. Product of imitation will never be the same as the original.

6. Trust your gut. Sometimes your instinct tells better than your eyes.

7. When it's over, it's over. Move on!

8. Be the same exact person when you deal with two different people. You are who you are.

9. Berlapang dada please!

10. Do not expect people to be perfect no matter how he/she paints him/herself as an angel. When the figure is human, it means no absolute truth.

11. Again, people are not perfect, even far from reaching it. Forgiveness is important. Forgive and forget; one of the ways to cleanse your heart.

12. Do things Lillahi Ta'ala. Do things because of Allah.

13. Jangan meludah ke langit, akan ia jatuh terkena diri.

14. Say the truth even though it's hard to bear. And sometimes, it's just better not to know.

15. Do not backbite, or to be straight forward; do not tell others about weaknesses of a person that he/she does not wish to be revealed.

16. Berusahalah menjadi sahabat sejati!

17. Appreciate your friend and his/her efforts. In short, appreciate people.

18. Do not judge others easily. You might misjudge etc.

19. Beauty is skin deep, so beautify your heart and soul if you want to be beautiful.

20. When an action is wrong, no matter how hard you twist things and no matter if you blame other people, at the end of the day, it is still wrong and the fact won't change.

I shall take lessons 1, 6, 7, 9 ,10, 12, 15, 16 and 18.

Let bygone be bygone.

All are forgiven no matter how harsh they seem to be.

Glad that I successfully put them in the past.
And 'Take Care' is how I wrapped things up.

Goodbye old memories :)

I've done my part, listing things and all. Have you? ;)

Salam Sayang & Salam Kejayaan,

Demi Cinta Allah

2011-12-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

Dia ingin berubah. Dia ingin jadi seperti dahulu. Sentiasa mengingati Allah, sentiasa takut akan azab-Nya, sentiasa taat pada perintahn-Nya, dan sentiasa jaga batas pergaulan. Dia yakin dan percaya, perempuan yang dijaga oleh Allah, pasti tidak akan membenarkan mana-mana tangan lelaki menyentuh dirinya.

Namun, takala dia merasakan dirinya cukup bahagia dengan hidayah Allah, Allah menguji dirinya. Allah menghadirkan dirinya dengan seorang lelaki yang menuntut balasan cinta. Dirinya dimewahkan dengan kata-kata pujian, dengan gurindam rindu dan madah-madah cinta yang sebelum ini tidak pernah meneroka hati dan jiwanya.

Dia percaya cinta dari Allah, tapi dia lupa itu bukan caranya. Dia alpa. Hatinya sudah tidak seperti dahulu. Hatinya dilimpahi rasa rindu si jejaka. Rindu si nafsu yang mengwar-warkan kemanisan cinta manusia. Bukan dia tidak sedar dia sudah berubah, bukan juga dia tidak sedar bahawa ketenangan hati yang pernah dianugerahkan oleh Allah semakin menjauhi. Dia menutup kesedaran itu dengan janji dan kata-kata cinta si jejaka.

Dia sudah jauh dari hidayah Allah. Imannya rapuh, syaitan menari-nari tatkala dia membenarkan tangan rakus si jejaka menyentuh dirinya bersama alunan syahdu janji kekasih. Tempat yang sepatutnya dia jaga, didedahkan. Kononnya yakin si jejaka adalah suaminya.

Tidakkah dia takut dengan dosa atau dengan azab Allah?. Ya, dia sedar tetapi separa sedar. Rasa sayangnya pada jejaka itu mulai melebihi segalanya. Namun, syukur pada Allah, Allah masih sayang padanya. Jejaka itu gagal menawan mahkota dirinya. Saat dirinya berutus cinta, dia masih lagi solat, dia tidak lupa tanggungjawabnya. Namun mungkin solatnya masih tidak sempurna lalu robohlah benteng imannya dipukul ombak nafsu cinta manusia.

Allamdullilah. Allah menurunkan hidayah pada dirinya. Di saat jejaka menyepikan diri seketika, dirinya dilanda rasa berdosa. Mengingati kembali dosa-dosa yang dilakukan, mengalir air mata kekesalan. Disaksikan kegelapan malam, dia bangun untuk bersolat taubat. Menangislah dirinya sepuas-puasnya. Dia memohon petunjuk pada Allah, dia ingin kembali, kembali atas cinta. Demi cinta Allah yang tidak pernah berpaling dari hidupnya dia nekad untuk berubah. Namun hatinya sedikit takut akan janji Allah.

"Wanita yang baik adalah untuk lelaki yang baik dan begitu sebaliknya."

Apa yang patut dia lakukan kini. Dia mula merasakan dia bukan dari kalangan wanita yang baik-baik. Tidak layak untuk sesiapa. Dia menutup pintu hatinya seketika dari cinta manusia yang bernafsu yang mengeruhkan kolam keimanannya yang pasang surut. Sehingga ditakdirkan Allah untuk dirinya bertemu dengan seseorang yang mencintainya kerana Allah.

"Demi cinta Allah yang ku kejar, kuatkan hatiku untuk bertahan, berikan ku kecerdasan akal untuk sentiasa berfikir tentang kuasaMu, hulurkan pertolonganMu di saat-saat aku hampir tewas, sinarkan nur hidayahMu untuk aku terus di jalanMu. Ya Allah! Aku memohon keampunan kepadaMu."

Aku Tidak Meminta Seseorang Yang Sempurna

2011-11-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

“Dan di antara tanda-tanda kekuasaan-Nya adalah Dia menciptakan untuk kamu pasangan-pasangan dari jenis kamu sendiri, supaya kamu cenderung dan merasa tenteram kepadanya, dan dijadikan-Nya di antara kamu mawaddah dan rahmat. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu benar-benar terdapat tanda-tanda bagi kaum yang berfikir.” (QS Ar-Rum [30]:21)

Dari ayat tersebut telah jelas bahawa manusia diciptakan Allah dengan pasangannya. Jadi jangan merasa berkecil hati jika saat ini masih ada yang belum menemui jodohnya atau telah bertemu jodoh dan Allah berkehendak lain dengan jodoh tersebut

Urusan jodoh memang seringkali dikaitkan dengan “rahsia Tuhan” yang mengejutkan. Seseorang yang berparas menarik dan memiliki sekian kelebihan, tetapi tidak menemui pasangan. Sementara seseorang yang dipandang biasa-biasa saja lebih cepat berkahwin. Jodoh memang sudah ditentukannya tetapi bukan bererti kita cuma berdiam diri tanpa adanya usaha.

“Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib suatu kaum kecuali kaum itu sendiri yang mengubah apa apa yang pada diri mereka ” QS 13:11

Menemukan pasangan menuntut sejumlah usaha aktif yang komprehensif. Usaha-usaha positif dalam menemukan pasangan dapat disebut sebagai “menjemput jodoh”. Bagi orang yang beriman, berdoa adalah puncak segala usaha. Bahkan Islam menyebut doa sebagai silah al-mu’min (senjata mu’min).

Dalam mengenali pasangan, manusia tetap dibatasi kemampuannya untuk melihat pada aspek-aspek fizikal jasmani dan hal-hal yang nampak dimata. Sementara aspek batin yang tersembunyi tetaplah milik Allah. Solat Istikarah merupakan upaya untuk memohon kepada Tuhan dalam membantu memilih calon pasangan. Jangan terburu-buru untuk menolah atau menerima sebelum upaya berdoa ini dilakukan agar tidak salah pilih.

Begitu dahsyatnya keajaiban solat istikarah dalam memantapkan hati dalam menentukan pilihan, Bahawasanya orang yang telah melaksanakan solat istikarah hendaklah melaksanakan apa yang telah diazamkannya, baik hatinya menjadi terbuka maupun tidak .

Bermunajat pada Allah dalam sepertiga malamnya memohon diberikan pilihan terbaik dalam hidupnya sebuah petunjuk dalam memantapkan hati mengenai jodoh yang menjadi misteriNYA.

Diatas Sajadah malam ini aku tertunduk pada gelap dan pekatnya malam,
meraba rahsia Mu Ya Allah atas jodoh yang kan kau pilihkan untukku
istikarah mencari jawapan untuk menggapai alhub fillah wa lillah
dalam doa ku bersimpuh pasrah
memohon datangnya jawapan kepada Sang Pemberi hidayah
bila jawapan itu masih menggantung di langit
maka turunkanlah
bila jawapan itu masih terpendam di perut bumi
maka keluarkanlah
bila jawapan itu sulit ku raih
maka mudahkanlah
bila jawapan itu masih jauh
maka dekatkanlah

Duhai kekasih sejati, Engkau Maha cahaya, Engkau Cahaya di atas Cahaya.

Dalam kerinduan mendalam, dalam tatih meniti Pintu Cahaya,

Aku di sini, bersimpuh untuk menjemput CINTA,

Cinta Seseorang Yang telah kau pilihkan semoga kan abadi di dunia dan Akhirat

“Ya Allah, Tuhan yang Maha Memiliki Rahsia, Tuhan yang Maha memegang kasih sayang seluruh jiwa kami, Tuhan yang Maha Penentu, Tuhan yang Maha Menyatukan jiwa-jiwa kami, ya Allah, aku merupakan hamba yang lemah, hamba yang tidak mampu mengawal diriku daripada fitrah seorang manusia yang memerlukan teman, memerlukan kekasih, memerlukan suami/isteri, memerlukan keluarga.

Ya Allah aku tidak mampu menahan diriku daripada terjeremus ke dalam kemaksiatan. Ya Allah, jika masanya telah tiba, jika apa yang aku mohon ini merupakan sesuatu yang terbaik disisiMu Ya Allah, terbaik buat agamaku Ya Allah, terbaik buat diriku, keluarga dan seluruh mukminin dan mukminat Ya Allah, maka aku memohon kepadaMu YaAllah agar aku ditemukan dengan jodoh yang terbaik di sisiMu Ya Allah. Setiap yang terbaik di sisiMu Ya Allah, pasti terbaik buat diriku Ya Allah.

Namun Ya Allah, jika masanya untuk dipertemukan dengan jodohku belum tiba YaAllah, maka Ya Allah, aku memohon kepadaMu agar Kau tunjukkan jalan-jalan untuk aku memiliki jodohku Ya Allah. Aku memohon agar Kau tunjukkan aku tuntutun-tuntutanMu yang perlu aku lakukan untuk memiliki jodohku Ya Allah. Ya Allah, Tuhan yang Maha Memakbulkan doa, Tuhan yang Maha Penentu jodoh, Ya Allah jauhilah aku daripada kemaksiatan, jauhilah aku daripada perkara-perkara yang tidak dapat memberikan manfaat, jauhilah aku daripada perkara-perkara yang Engkau murkai dan perkara-perkara yang menyesatkan diriku Ya Allah. Amin

Jadi, bagi yang belum bertemu jodoh, bersikap optimislah, temui serta jemputlah calon jodoh anda dengan ikhtiar yang maksimum. Yakinlah bahawa Allah telah menentukan segala sesuatu berpasang-pasangan. Mudah-mudahan Allah membimbing usaha anda untuk sampai kepada jodoh yang ditakdirkan. Amin.

Jangan menyerah kegagalan yang pernah terjadi dalam menjemput jodoh bukan bererti kegagalan selamanya.

Satu prinsip yang kan selalu melekat dihati ” La Tahzan Innalloha Ma’ana”

Senyum terindah untuk jodoh yang Allah telah persiapkan

Sweet November Open My Heart To Hijab

2011-11-22T02:07:00.000+08:00

Apabila aku bertudung aku merasa ketenangan. Ketenangan yang ku cari selama ini.

Diriku tidak sempurna mana kerana aku insan biasa yang punya kelemahan dan kekurangan. Aku masih memperbaiki kelemahan diri.

Dekatkanlah diri dengan Penciptamu, kerana di situ ketenanganmu.

Peganglah pada tali yang satu; tali agamamu kerana tali agamamu tidak akan putus dan ia akan membantumu.

Jadi selepas ini, aku berharap tidak akan ada lagi yang bertanya mengapa aku bertudung.

Sebaliknya, ucapkanlah Alhamdullilah apabila melihat perubahanku.

Erti Sebuah Pengorbanan

2011-11-06T07:54:00.001+08:00

Saat berderai jatuh air mata suci Ibrahim AS ketika merelakan anaknya disembelih,

Saat melihat keteguhan iman anaknya Ismail AS yang sanggup disembelih,
Ketika kedua-duanya diuji oleh Allah SWT tentang ketakwaan mereka kepada Allah,
Dikala itulah bermulanya sejarah agung erti sebuah pengorbanan :’)

Apa itu PUKONSA ?

2011-10-25T14:11:00.001+08:00

Atau nama panjangnya:
Pusat Pendaftaran Kontraktor-kontraktor Kerja, Bekalan dan Perkhidmatan Negeri Sabah

Apa perlunya PUKONSA?
Untuk masuk ke dalam tender Kerajaan Negeri Sabah, kena ada Lesen PUKONSA. Pekeliling ini dikeluarkan pada awal Januari 2010. Semua kontraktor, pembekal & pemberi perkhidmatan WAJIB ada Lesen ini.

Cemana nak dapatkan Lesen ni?
Lesen PUKONSA terbahagi kepada dua:
1) Lesen sebagai Kontraktor Bekalan & Perkhidmatan
2) Lesen sebagai Kontraktor Kerja

Untuk dapatkan Lesen sebagai Kontraktor Bekalan & Perkhidmatan,
kena beli borang warna kuning harga RM2
Untuk dapatkan Lesen sebagai Kontraktor Kerja,
kena beli borang warna biru harga RM2
+
Buku Kod Panduan RM3

Kat mana nak beli borang-borang ni?
Boleh beli kat:
Kementerian Kewangan
Tingkat 4, Blok A,
KM. 2.4, Jalan Tuaran,
Wisma Tun Fuad Stephens, Karamunsing,
88003 Kota Kinabalu.

Korang boleh tanya soalan selanjutnya pada staf mereka:
088-232491/232492

1 Malaysian Day Celebration 16th Of September 2011

2011-09-17T01:51:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum and greetings to all readers...

Just drop by to wishing you all out there

"HAPPY 48th MALAYSIAN DAY"

LAGU NEGARAKU

Negaraku
Tanah tumpahnya darahku,
Rakyat hidup
bersatu dan maju,

Rahmat bahagia
Tuhan kurniakan,
Raja kita
selamat bertakhta,

Rahmat bahagia
Tuhan kurniakan.
Raja kita
selamat bertakhta

THE RUKUNEGARA

The Rukunegara or sometimes Rukun Negara (Malay for "National Principles") is the Malaysian declaration of national philosophy instituted by royal proclamation on Merdeka Day, 1970, in reaction to a serious race riot known as the May 13 Incident which occurred in 1969. The incident proved at that time that Malaysian racial balance and stability was fragile at best. Immediately thereafter, the Malaysian government sought ways to foster unity among Malaysians. One of the methods used to encourage unity is the Rukunegara.

BAHAWASANYA NEGARA KITA MALAYSIA mendukung cita-cita hendak:

mencapai perpaduan yang lebih erat di kalangan seluruh masyarakatnya;
memelihara satu cara hidup demokratik;
mencipta satu masyarakat adil di mana kemakmuran Negara akan dapat dinikmati bersama secara adil dan saksama;
menjamin satu cara liberal terhadap tradisi-tradisi kebudayaannya yang kaya dan berbagai corak; dan
membina satu masyarakat progresif yang akan menggunakan sains dan teknologi moden.

MAKA KAMI, rakyat Malaysia, berikrar akan menumpukan seluruh tenaga dan usaha kami untuk mencapai cita-cita tersebut berdasarkan atas prinsip-prinsip yang berikut :

KEPERCAYAAN KEPADA TUHAN
KESETIAAN KEPADA RAJA DAN NEGARA
KELUHURAN PERLEMBAGAAN
KEDAULATAN UNDANG-UNDANG
KESOPANAN DAN KESUSILAAN

Nothing much for the celebration. I just hang in my room and watched the march parade from the outsides. It was been held at Espalanade Waterfront,Kota Kinabalu,Sabah area which is facing my home sweet home. So far,this is the 1st time ever held in this place. Me and my bestie,we're enjoying it very much. Feel proud to be one of the Malaysian even tho i'm a mix blood one..hehehe..

Still Not Too LATE to wish " Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Dan Batin"...

2011-09-09T19:28:00.000+08:00

Salam to all my beloved readers...

I think its still not to late to wish u all a very

" SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI & MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN "

For this year raya celebration, not much for me. But its VERY SPECIAL. Why i said its special?

Because after all 3 years been away from Tawau, now i'm back. Just to celebrate Hari Raya with the family over there.I went there on the 27th Of August,travel by my friends car .Biasalah raya memang selalu sibuk dengan bermacam-macam persiapan kan? And as usual, my site is in the kitchen. Okay, i stop with those story. Let's enjoy with some pichaz... ;)

My Beloved MIL and FIL

Queen In Da Houz

With 'The Otherhalf Man'

-US-

With 'Notty Boy In Da Club'

Actually those pichaz were taken on the 2nd day of Hari Raya when 'Beraya Session' at Aunt-In-Law's house at Kg. Pasir Putih, Tawau. There's not much of pichaz been taken due to my stay there. Busyness is killing me there..hahaha!!~ But im very much HAPPY ;)

...THE FAMILY IS MORE THAN EVERYTHING TO ME IN THIS WORLD...

Hi There Beloved Readers...

2011-08-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

Sebelum TERLAMBAT...

DENGAN PENUH KERENDAHAN DIRI DAN KEIKHLASAN HATI,

Saya dan anak-anak ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADAN AL-MUBARAK

DAN

SELAMAT BERPUASA

Untuk SEMUA readers yang disayangi dan dikasihi selalu...

-[PeAcE]-

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Wah...lama jgk ndak ter'Up-Date' blog nie. Sorry buddies been busy lately. Bukan busy apa pun just moved ke rumah baru jak. Jadi sibuklah dgn hal2 mengurus dan mengemas...

Anyway, miss u all out there.

FYI, i just moved to a new HOME SWEET HOME which is me and my kiddos are staying now.

For SURE AND GUARANTEE my kiddos love it very much. Yalah,daripada aku jadik 'parasit',lebih baik aku carik life aku sendirik kan? (Wah...mcm luahan maut jak nie :p )

Well, teda kaitan sama sapa2lah.. Now,we OFFICIALLY lived and stay

@Marina Court And Condo Resort (beh...!!~)

Why i choose to stay here? Sebab My Boyfriend@Lil Alif gila swimming :)

Lil Alif With Mamy Sue

Lil Alif swim mates

New Best Friend Thyra

Sunset View from the house...B-U-T-FULL!!

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And The VERY AWESOME MOMENTS.... :)

...Finally they're meet together...

Lil Alif with Uncle Sammy

and

V- PEACE FROM US -V

Umie is the VERY HAPPY PERSON now!!!~

What can i say??

LOVE BROUGHT US TOGETHER AGAIN

-[...Insyallah...]-

SUPERHUMAN....

2011-07-10T15:01:00.000+08:00

Superhuman By Chris Brown feat Keri Hilson

[Chris:]
Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat
On my knees

[Keri:]
But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible I see
Through the me
I used to be

[Chorus:]
[Chris:]
You changed my whole life
[Keri:]
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
[Chris:]
I'm feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
[Both:]
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human
[Chris:]
Super human
[Keri:]
Super human

[Chris:]
Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like i had it all along
I can see tomorrow
[Keri:]
But every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love could set me free

[Chorus:]
[Both:]
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human
[Chris:]
Super human

[Chris:]
Its not a bird
Not a plane

[Both:]
Its my heart and its gonna go away

[Both:]
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do
Anything

[Chorus:]
[Both:]
Going going I'm going away
In love
You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all Super human
You did that to me
Super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you, superhuman
Super human
[Chris:]
Super human

REALLY LOVE THE LYRICS ANYWAY...

My New Irresistible Cravenness Syndromes

2011-07-05T14:34:00.000+08:00

Why i choose this one?

Because the design sama dgn Bold 9000 saya

Cuma beza dia sangat2 JAUH compare to this...

Baca jangan ndak baca!!

Have it your way

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Power and performance

Get things done with a 1.2 GHz processor, 8 GB of onboard memory, 720p HD video recording, dual-band Wi-Fi®, a built-in compass (magnetometer) and Near Field Communication (NFC) technology. It’s the definitive BlackBerry smartphone.

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Ndak tido laini matciam owhh~

HOHOHO!!!

Happy Birthday To My Cute Newly Blogger Zyy Shazzyla Ahmad

2011-07-05T11:51:00.000+08:00

MyHotComments

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZYY SHAZZYLA AHMAD

Many2 Happy Returns Of The Day

Best of health to wealth

May the happiness will be your forever

xoxo!!!

He’s Just Not That Into You If He’s Married (and Other Insane Variations of Being Unavailable)

2011-07-01T01:53:00.000+08:00

If You’re Not Able to Love Freely,
It’s Not Really Love....
This is going to be controversial, but I am going to say it anyway.

No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone.
If that person cannot fully and honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing.
Sure, they may feel powerful, deep, mythic in scope and proportion.
You may "Never Ever Have Felt This Way Before" .
But who cares?
If the person you "L-O-V-E" (notice the snotty quotation marks around that) cannot freely spend his days thinking about you and being with you, it’s not real love.

Beautiful Aryana Little Fairy Topia

2011-07-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday (25th Of June 2011 ),me and my very beloved sista's family went to her kiddos "School's Sports Day" of SK Pengiran Siti Hafsah Karambunai. I woke up early that day just to make-over my pretty cute niece 'Aryana'... I made her a 'sanggul' and the make-up..

TA-DA!!!

This is my 'Hand-work'....she is GORGEOUS!!!

NOT FORGOTTEN that Lil Alif pose!! hahaha...

...AND FINALLY...

They won the marching parade...hohohoho!!! CONGRATULATIONS dear... ;)

37 Days Remain Of Ramadhan

2011-06-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

Hi there readers...

Today, i wake up early 4am in the morning. With my still lazy eyes,i'm gone to the kitchen to eat my 'Sahur'.

My heart feel much better when i saw a big grill fish on the table. Nasib baik ada lauk...hehehe

My sister pun sama bangun. But dia terus pegi meja komputer.

Macam besa,routinenya hari-hari,check Facebook dan Tagg...

After eating my sahur, relax2 minum hot milo sambil check2 phone (ubertwitter,facebook,bbm,email and ym)

Hmmmm....this is extraordinary to me. Thank god that i managed to pay back my fasting :) Insyallah..

Tiba-tiba hati jadi sayu bila mengingatkan ada 37 hari lagi untuk semua umat Islam menyambut Ramadan Al-Mubarak...

Hati mengingatkan anak-anak,sanak saudara dan keluarga2 yang telah lama tidak bertemu...hmmm~ RINDUNYA....

Just for a thoughts...how would be my 'Hari Raya' this year? You all out there yg pernah tertinggal posa tu, lapangkan dada dan sudi2lah bayar balik...untuk kesenangan di kemudian hari.

Follow Me on UberTwitter ;)

2011-06-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

Dearest Beloved Readers...

Please FOLLOW ME on this site...Muchas Gracias!!

Combating Commitment Phobia

2011-06-22T11:57:00.000+08:00

When single women gripe about not having someone to share a large bucket of popcorn with, not receiving roses on Valentine’s Day, or not being able to experience that tingling sensation down their spine when they share an intimate moment with that special someone, often people, or even they themselves, would remind them of the 1001 reasons why it rocks to be single.

But if some of us may be completely honest with ourselves, perhaps it is not that we enjoy being single- it may be because we are afraid of not being single. In other words, some of us may experience what is known as commitment phobia.

Commitment phobia, as the term itself implies, is the fear or avoidance of committing to something, and although it is not restricted to only relationships, as it is often believed, it is commitment to relationships in particular which are more commonly fear. Some people find it difficult to understand why a person would not want to be in a relationship, especially when it is a romantic relationship we are talking about. But these people have their reasons, whether they are consciously aware of them or not.

One of the reasons why they fear starting a new relationship is because of bad experience, meaning they were disappointed in certain ways in previous relationships and therefore are afraid to take new risks. But not all who are reluctant to embrace a new partnership were let down in the past. Some of them want to get in the big game, but that’s exactly it- they want to be sure that they’re playing it big. These people hold out because they think that there’s always someone better than the one before them, and they do not want to regret making the wrong decision.

Often a person suffers from fear of relationships phobia because he or she is either afraid of rejection or extreme humiliation.
May be the person has been emotionally wounded several times and suffers from the trauma of getting involved into a relationship once more.
The defense system which every one of us have within yourselves constantly prevent us from getting involved into something new and our conscious goes on repeating “do not prepare yourself for a second emotional blow, stay aloof and be contented”.
However, there are some simple steps, which will definitely help you to overcome relationships phobia. These include:

Try to slow yourself down and spend some time in deciding how should you get on well with other people. Talk less.
You must try and understand the frame of reference of another person.
Fear of relationships happen when a person fails to understand true intimacy.
Give yourself some time to grow and flourish from within. First, what is necessary is self-identification. Know yourself and try to be intimate with your own entity before trying to know others
Reveal the truths about yourself in a most decent way. Do not ever keep things untold and unspoken because this may create a barrier between you and your partner.

My Secret Obsession...

2011-06-21T18:19:00.000+08:00

He's MINE...!!!

What say u ?

The Lord Gurlz Dance Crew...

2011-06-21T02:14:00.000+08:00

Howdy readers? Its been a while from blogging. My life been busy with my recently new activities. However, as usual. I miss my blog world. I miss you out there. I MISS ALL OF YOU~!!

So,untuk info semua,recently new activity saya adalah DANCING. You know i love dancing very much. Untuk memendekkan cerita, saya ada tubuhkan satu Dance Crew yang memiliki 4 org ahli (semuanya cute-cute -and they're all my most beloved nieces ). Ini adalah bertujuan utk mengisi masa lapang mereka semasa bercuti sekolah. Tup-tap,tup-tap! Jadilah satu nama iaitu "THE LORD GURLZ DANCE CREW".

Actually,what is the most excited moments is, kami terpilih masuk ke FINAL for THE MODERN DANCE COMPETITION - Anjuran : SazaRice Berhad ( Very Thank full!!)

AND...

Semestinya amat menerviouskan kami apabila hanya 8 kumpulan yg terpilih daripada 11 kumpulan yg lain. Dan kami adalah satu2nya kumpulan perempuan dalam competition itu..WOW!!!

So,lets check it out da Crew....!!!

The Official Choreographer : Its me!!

Practice Session. And its a MUST HEELS shoes!!

Shopping for their costumes. Credited to Ketua Pemuda UMNO Sepanggar ( En. Joh Hj. Wid)

The Lord Gurlz Dance Crew aka CuTify Cat Gurlz!!! (I LOIKE their costumes..)

Really LOVE their costumes!!!

My cute and beautiful niece...

Last but not least, you guys enjoy this clip..THEY'RE IN YOUTUBE!!!

LIKE US okay guys...Thanks for watching ;)

My Cravingness Syndrome..(^o^)

2011-02-24T02:24:00.000+08:00

Neh....datang lagik balik penyakit aku ni...

Sejak 2 menjak dan 3 menjak ni balik2 ingat pasal 'benda' ni jak. Entahlah bila mau jadik kenyataannya.But i really2 trying and dying for this things.Jadi,maknanya lepas ni MESTI kumpul duit atau erti kata lainnya, 'ikat perut' waduh2 berat nehhh~ ndak salah jugak berdreaming. Manalah tau jadi kenyataan heheAHE..

Nokia N8

But aku lagi sokakk itu warna ORANGE !!!!

Pas tue.....

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Canon EOS 1100D

For the info,you can surf the web of Canon at http://www.canon.com.my

And the last thing is...

Chanel A47600

Shateqqq!!!!! Merah gitu....nie must get item nie tau~

Nampaknya 3 items tu jaklah yg menjadi idaman kalbu aku buat masa ini. Apa pun, salah satu diantaranya nie MESTI DAPAT...hehehe..Chayo-chayo kau irene!!!!

BLOGGING MODE IS ACTIVATED!!!

2011-02-21T02:25:00.001+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT and GREETINGS to everyone out there....

Wah....begitu lama rasanya tidak memblogkan diri kan?? Rindu plak mau share2 cerita sudah. Apa khabar semuanya? Diharap anda semua sihat walafiat hendakNya. Sebenarnya lama jugak 'menyepikan' diri ni coz terlalu sibuk dengan HAL2 dan ISU SEMASA...hehehe mcm wartawan plak.

So, ada banyak sebenarnya cerita yang mau di share ni.

Sekarang nie, buat pengetahuan semua, kami sudah pun migrate (banyak kali dah pun) ke Bandaraya KUALA LUMPUR yang glamour kunuk. Since I've quit from Government, sekarang ni masuk dengan Private Sector plak. Syukur alhamdulillah dengan izin Allah swt,dapat jugak saya kerja di salah satu Private Sector di Kuala Lumpur ni. Kerja tetaplah tidak lain dan tidak bukan, nurse di..

Prinanora Medical Center Kuala Lumpur

PRIMANORA MEDICAL CENTRE provides a full service women's healthcare that's unlike any other in Malaysia.It's the first ever such facility totally dedicated to women's health and wellness all in one convenient location. PRIMANORA MEDICAL CENTRE is founded by Datuk Dr. Nor Ashikin Mokhtar who has made women's health and wellness her life's work

The services provides :

Medical Specialist Clinics & Health screening,

Medical Aesthetics

Anti Ageing Rejuvenation and Regenerative Medicine

Syukur Alhamdulillah...pasal gaji, memang BEST lah..NO COMPROMISE!!!

Plus minusnya, tempat ni GM dia cakap memang hanya untuk orang-orang ELITE yang berkemampuan jak lah..hehehehe

Pas nie ada chance lah aku MEET IN PERSON sama dato,datin dan artis..hehehe i loike~

Banyak sebenarnya interview yang aku pigi. But di sini jugak yang menarik hati aku untuk bekerja.

Oklah,nanti aku UPDATE lagik blog ni biar kasi MERIAH balik macam dulu aisehmen~

Bah sebelum berpisah untuk kali ini, masih belum terlewat lagi untuk saya mengucapkan

SALAM MAULIDUR RASUL KEPADA SEMUA...

See ya...;P

IM STILL HERE...AWAKE ...ALIVE....

2010-02-24T16:51:00.001+08:00

Hi tO Everyone???

Its been a while im disappearing from this blog of mine..

Dont ask WHY okay..

Coz im STILL HERE.AWAKE AND ALIVE...heheheh.

Wait for my very soon post ya!!!!

Miszz ya all..

THANXS AND REGARDS

Yasmeen...Alif....and Fatimah on January!!!!

2010-01-08T16:47:00.000+08:00

...Its JANUARY COUNTDOWN again...

- The month full of Happiness,Sad and Wonderful things-

{First}

Lil Yasmeen 1st step 'mamam' by herself...!!
Actually,she was just turn to 7 months of age. and the most favorita food was 'Farleys Rusk'.
.HAPPINESS.

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{Second}

On the 3rd,Lil Alif admitted again... :(

Diagnose : MENINGITIS

Meningitis is a disease involving inflammation (swelling), or irritation, of the meninges. There are different kinds of meningitis, but most of the time it is caused by germs, especially viruses.

How Does Someone Get Meningitis?

The body has natural defenses against infections — and usually even if someone comes across a virus or bacteria that can cause meningitis, the body can fight it off. Everyone has lots of germs living on and in their bodies. Most of the time, these germs don't cause any illness. In fact, some of them, like some of the bacteria normally found in the intestines, help the body to work properly. However, some germs do cause infections.

If a person gets an infection, the body's immune system will go to work to fight it. That's why you might feel sick one day, but then you start to feel better. The immune system is doing its job.

Some germs, however, are tricky. They can outsmart the body's defenses and spread inside of the body. Some of these germs can even invade the central nervous system, infecting the meninges and causing meningitis.

What Are the Symptoms of Meningitis?

Usually, someone with meningitis is very sick. Symptoms may include:

a very bad headache that won't go away
neck stiffness
back stiffness
eye pain or irritation when exposed to light
nausea, or being sick to the stomach
vomiting, or throwing up
body aches
fever
feeling very sleepy or unable to fully wake up
feeling very confused or out of it

What Will the Doctor Do?

When someone is ill and may have symptoms of meningitis, a doctor will ask many questions to figure out how long the person has been sick and what may have caused the illness. The doctor will do a complete physical examination and if he or she suspects that meningitis might be causing a person's illness, a spinal tap is usually done.

A spinal tap allows the doctor to collect some of the cerebrospinal fluid that surrounds the brain and spinal cord. During a spinal tap, a person usually lies on his or her side curled into a ball. First, the doctor will numb the skin with medication. (This is done to prevent pain.)

The person needs to lie very still while the doctor inserts a very thin needle into the spinal column. The needle is placed between two vertebral bones in the lower back away from the spinal cord. Fluid is removed and collected in some tubes. Then the needle is removed and the doctor puts a bandage over the area.

After it is collected, the spinal fluid will be examined under a microscope to see if any bacteria, cells, or substances that indicate inflammation or infection are there. Usually by looking at the spinal fluid in this way, a doctor will be able to tell if it seems like someone has meningitis. The fluid will also be sent to a laboratory to be tested for bacteria and sometimes for viruses. Once the doctors know what germ is causing the meningitis, they can choose the best medicine to treat the infection. Treatment depends on the type of meningitis.

Bacterial meningitis is very serious and a person will need to be in the hospital during treatment. Strong antibiotic medicine will be given through an IV (a thin tube that goes into a vein to give medicine) to get rid of the bacteria. Fluids containing glucose (sugar) and minerals may also be given through the IV to help a person recover.

Viral meningitis can also be serious, but usually is not as bad as meningitis caused by bacteria. A person with viral meningitis may still need to be in the hospital for a few days and it may take weeks before he or she is feeling better. Antibiotics do not work against viruses, so a person with viral meningitis will need lots of rest to fight off the infection.

Lil Alif after the 'Lumbar Puncture' procedure

.SAD.

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{Third}

PROMOTE SIKIT~

Adalah masa aku di wad jaga Lil Alif,terjumpalah 1 kawan yg promote benda ni sama aku.

Aku ndak sure lagilah MUJARAB but aku TRY jer...hehehehe!

MAYFIRST memperkenalkan.... MANJA KACIP HERBA TULEN, minuman eksklusif utk setiap wanita bagi menyempurnakan kejelitaan dari dalaman dan luaran. Ianya diadun drpd 100% herba tropika tulen seperti MANJAKANI,KACIP FATIMAH,AKAR SERAPAT,DAUN SIREH,JARUM EMAS,JINTAN HITAM,PATI KURMA DAN HALBAN.

ADA LAGI...

MANJA KACIP KOPI PRACAMPUR

Rasanya seeedddaappp~ hehehe gue tak tipu.

So,2 produk nie aku mau trylah kunuk... hahahaha!!!

Kalau mau tau hasilnya, tunggguuuuu......... ;p

.WONDERFUL.

{Last}

.I'm still waiting for the COUNTDOWN till end of this month.

Happy New Year 2010 To Everyone!!!!!!

2010-01-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

There’s nothing as exciting as a comeback – seeing someone with dreams, watching them fail and then getting a second chance. Life in this world ain’t easy but believe me as I say, one day I’ll make history!!

Yeah, I will. Give me time so that I can prove that what people thought about me today is totally wrong, and soon they will say ; I know you’ll make me proud someday. I know that being a demotivated will not help me to achieve my dream and it was totally useless. Thank you for all of your support on me for the year 2009. It just makes me a stronger person another year.

Happy New Year 2010!!!

KL ShoPpiN!!!!!

2009-12-29T16:48:00.000+08:00

Wah~ lamanya aku ndak memblogkan diri kan?

But anyway, aku mau juga share something dari KL tempoh hari.

Actually kami pergi ndak lama jugalah.. dari 29th of November

till 4th of December 2009...

And, antara tempat2 yang kami pergi adalah :

- Genting Highland

- KLCC

- The Pavillion

Tempat yang kami pergi tu ndaklah banyak sangat but oklah specially shopping time hehehehe!!!

So lets check it out benda yang paling i love antara semua yang aku shopping nie..

Femme By BOSS

AND yang paling aku teruja sekali!!!

GUESS LIMITED EDITION JEANS

GUESS HAND BAG

Nampaknya semua aku borong dari GUESS sampai aku menghidap sakit dompet menipis hahahaha!!!

BUT kami enjoy juga. Sebagai penutup, inilah pic for remembrance kami!

Merry Christmas And A Happy New Year!!!

...Ho Ho Ho...

My New Blackberry Bold 9000

2009-11-10T15:30:00.000+08:00

Nah...My Dreams Come True...

Blackberry Bold 9000

I really like the leather casing

Sekarang bulih sudah berFB d mana2 pun...
Mintak pujik kan????

Sarawak Mari

2009-11-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

This Blog Dedicated to one of my Good Friend at MMW

-BIANA FRED-

Thank You Sooo Much!!! For the CUTE ole-ole..LOVE IT!!

This is Biana with the Ole-Ole dat she gave me...

Cute kan??? Buli dah sia bikin simpan tu coins sama duit

A Pepper Candy

And this too!!! Ini adalah pencil punya sarung.. WOW~ banyak kan???

Nah~ inilah dia bentuk pen sia lepas disarungkan manik2 tadi...

Cantik dah pen sia dari pen si Dr. Liau kan??? hehehehe...

Lastly,thank u so much to my dear friend Biana Fred...

Happy Birthday To Mimi

2009-09-29T12:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To You
My Dear Friend Mimi

May you have more birthdays to comes
and..
May Allah swt blessed you always

Aku ada present specially for your day

NAH AMBIKLAH NIE...

A Cat Birthday Cake

YUMMY!!!

ADA LAGI...

Channel 2.55 purse and handbag

Orait geng,hope u like it..

JEREBOOO At Tawau!!!!

2009-09-29T00:45:00.000+08:00

Inilah pemandangan kawasan perumahan tempat aku tinggal pada waktu pagi selepas hujan..wah~ada embun gitu kan? ala2 kundasang bah kunuk..best kalau pagi jak :)

BUT...!!

Inilah kejaadiaanya plak bila dah jerebu melanda

Sampai tu Bukit Gemok pun faded bah..ayo~!!

Ini pulak gambar diambik dari wadku hehehe..tu pelabuhan pun ndak clear...

Sampai aku attack ASTHMA okay...
Adus dasyat sungguh REMINDER tuhan nie pada kita.

Salam Lebaran Untuk Semua

2009-09-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

"Assalamualaikum WBT"

Mau nyanyi dululah kan...hehehe

Berlalulah sudah ramadan,sebulan berpuasa..

Kini syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira..

Anak muda di rantauan,semuanya pulang ke desa..

Oklah,sebenarnya dikesempatan ini,aku sekeluarga ingin mengucapkan...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

dan

Maaf Zahir & Batin

Kepada semua readers blog ini.Kalau ada salah dan silap semasa berblog ini,maka kupohon 10 jari kemaafan okay~

...PEACE...

For My Eyes Only....

2009-09-16T17:30:00.019+08:00

"Happy Malaysian Day"
To all of my Blog Readers

Actually,sungguh pun hari ini adalah PUBLIC HOLIDAY bagi semua rakyat sabah,tapi hari nie aku ndak cuti bah :( sebabnya aku kerja pagi hari ini. Namun begitu,hehehehe...after working time hehehe..dgn tidak membuang masa yang terlalu berharga itu,aku cepat2lah kunuk p punch card pulang.Yahooooo!!!!! Akhirnya aku pulang.

Tapi,jangan silap.Bukan direct pulang pigi rumah,tapi sempat lagi pigi menyingah di Eastern Plaza..Ha~macam biasalah pigi menghabiskan duit bershoppinglah tu kan~ Cari punya cari,adalah satu kedai aku masuk. Nama kedai tu De De Eyes. Kedai ni sebenarnya kedai optical di Eastern Plaza ni.

Nah..inilah alamat kedai tu (pic is taken from the bag)

JENG...JENG...JENG!!!!

Inilah beg kedai tu...mau tau apa dalamnya???
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TA DA!!

Colour Lence By BLINCON (Topaz Brown)

DAN JUGA ADA~FREE GIFT!!

COMPLETE MULTI PURPOSE SOLUTION

APA YG BEST???

Semuanya hanya RM5O/= sahaja

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

My NEW Topaz Brown eyes

My Adorable Shoes

2009-09-12T23:38:00.003+08:00

Last friday,me and my son Alif went out for shopping.Ni kira shopping for raya jugaklah nie.Memandangkan hari tu day off lah katakan.Ada jugaklah shopping kasut,baju and yang sewaktu dengannya....

Antaranya

Kasut Cinderella ni by Vincci (hehehe..love it!!)

And my kinda Gladi Purple by MINX
(1 set dengan baju dah nie...)

Yang nie c alif punya baju
(1 set with my baju raya too..)

Dan yang paling best!!!
Alif has his sets of denim and shoes too...
(by baby guess and hush puppies shoe bought from australia)

UPDATED.......

2009-09-11T23:55:00.003+08:00

Hehehehe!!!!!
Nah inilah pesen rambut baru sia lepas dicolor dengan menggunakan Loreal Hair System (Cooper Magenta)
I LOVE IT!!!!

Di dalam pic ni macam ndak nampak color dia..tapi dalam pancaran matahari
WOW!!!!! I just love it........

ALLuRE New Mate Park

2009-09-06T18:07:00.003+08:00

Kesian bah si ALLURE nie..kalau sebelum2 nie boring dah dia teda kawan di rumah.Park pun sendiri2 jak.Selain tu,sebelum nie dia pernah sakit2 juga.Sekarang nie ALLURE ndak sudah boring coz ada udah new mate park dia.Sama type juga cuma new mate dia nie SE (Special Edition).Namanya kunuk si MUSE (Manchester United Special Edition).Happy dah si ALLURE nie coz ada kawan baru and buli dah geng pigi beraya nanti sama2 dengan si MUSE ni...hihihi~

For U ALLURE :
Hope you like your new mate and i'll be your trully soul mate forever..Anduh bah sedih juga aku nie ALLURE coz ndak lama lagi raya dah..And its been 3 years,now only you,me,Alif and Yasmeen.Tapi ndak apalah kan?As long we can lived happy together...
From :
-Na Jack-
&
...The Siblings...